IT’S NOW VERY far from perfect, but you’ve invested 30 plus years in it, getting things just right so they sort of work most of the time. It would be so much work and stress getting rid of it. Launching into the unknown and starting again is so daunting, mostly when you’ve left it so late you may not even have that long to enjoy it.
It would cost so much, you may as well keep it and maintain the same standard of living, and your life could go on as before, with no changes, no potential of alternate happiness.
You still love it but equally, you love your time away from more and more new adventures and proof that you’re not dead yet.